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haa.. yesterday was so interesting..

me and valerie only had econs for the 1st period.. the day ended at 8 plus for us.. and 1.30 we had to go back for makeup lectures.. haha we had nothing to do till then! so while waiting for xiaohan to finish her bio lecture we went out to the coffeeshop to lim kopi jia roti.. haha.. chatted abit.. then went to the bus stop to meet xiaohan. xinying and lijuan went home and wanted to meet at 1 to go back farrer park.. but i had makeup lectures so i missed it.. =( haiyo.. but then me xiaohan and valerie went to valerie's house just next to tampines JC to play :) on the way.. we were discussing about some relationship scenarios..then i realised if everybody is a book.. yumin wants to be a fairytale.. xiaohan is more realistic.. haha.. she doesn't seem to believe she can really love a person until nothing else matters.. maybe her perspective will change one day.. o_O

it was quite fun at val's house.. haha her room looks like a gallery :) the extremely big beckham poster was so eye-catching. haha.. then we slacked around before me n val started chatting about our love life again.. it was a really heart-to-heart talk.. and i felt better after sharing my emotions with somebody who understands it.. ^_^ thanx val.. she also shared with me her story.. looks like both of us belong to the same category of girls.. we know the feelings won't bring us anywhere but we just can't pull ourselves out of it.

if only we are from the same class.. then we can talk more in school.. haiz..

richie told me about his cousin.. had a relationship with a guy in VJ but they broke up.. and that guy died during air force training in aussie last year.. oh man.. that surely hurts >_< heard she cried for a week or something.. if it was me i think i'll just try all kinds of ways to kill myself just like the guy in the "Waiting for you" MTV did.. lol. the pain will be too unbearable for me i guess. o_O i don't want to think of it la, i don't want anything like that to happen to me too.. argh. i know it won't.

sis just doesnt see why i'm so sad to leave VJ. she doesnt see why we must have a dream school. she doesnt see whats so bad about going TJ. aiyah.. she doesnt even understand the feeling of being a dragon baby. she doesnt understand what kind of competition we're having. i think it's because of this dragon shit that i've been having high expectations of myself. i can't afford to lose. but it doesnt seem like i've been winning too. she says VJ people get good results coz they are smart and TJ people get good results coz they mug. lol.. i don't think i'm smart anyway.. so i can only mug then.

heard swimming is over for scg7.. shit la.. i don't want to run!! i want swimming.. T_T haiz.. life is unfair de la =(



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